Moving on to a new phase,
and thus,

a new space too!


ask me for my new addie,

i may give it to u haha

能不能勇敢說愛(偶像劇「公主小妹」插曲)
詞：王雅君&黃文萱 曲：陳偉

世界太囉唆 能不能夠放空 失蹤
是誰在我的背後說什麼 好像又沒說
一顆心總被你懸在半空中 難受
可是你又遲遲不說愛我

沒有你 我發現自己 無法感動　
是否 當身邊的人都變成觀眾 我該做作　
Oh you are the sunshine in my life　
But I don't really know　
需要你的時候 感受你的溫柔 能不能勇敢說愛　

關掉你的眼睛 你的鼻和口 say no　
如果你也能放下所有 請你點點頭　
我的心只為你一個人跳動 心痛　
可你還能為我改變什麼　

沒有你 我發現自己 無法感動　是否
當身邊的人都變成觀眾 我該做作　
Oh you are the sunshine in my life　
But I don't really know　
需要你的時候 感受你的溫柔 能不能勇敢說愛　

也許到最後 你還是要走　

沒有你 我發現自己 無法感動　
是否 當身邊的人都變成觀眾 我該做作　
Oh you are the sunshine in my life　
But I don't really know　
需要你的時候 感受你的溫柔 能不能勇敢說愛

my early bdae wish:

is that everything gets better.
and for everyone to be healthy and happie.

if given the chance, i wld have done everything differently.
if possible, i wld like to make things better.
everything.

if only..

the light in my life is back on!

tho sometimes it becomes dimmer once in a while when it gets blocked

but its back on.

live and let live.

i will live happier.

i have to live better.

i think i've finally done it.
pushed off the cliff to the point of no return.

i deserve it i noe.

but there's so mani things swarming my head.

my bro's health is getting fr bad to worse.
and he doesnt seem to care aniw.
and stole my money.
bloody hell but ya.

my uncle's super down lately.
coz his sis gotten cancer.
been gg in and out of hospital every so often.

my mum's not feeling well lately.
showing signs of age, even tho she's only 40 this yr.
and forever fussing over me, when im more concerned abt her health..

my projects are like nv ending.
the more i do the more need to change.
and meetings almost everyday is draining all my energies..

and lastly.
the light of my life.
will no longer be there..

im sick and tired of putting up w things that i no longer think i need to, since nobody gives a heck aniw.

im sick of ppl assuming things.

i hate being accused of things even before saying anything else.

i hate feeling that others view as totally ineff and lousy.

it is an ugly world we live in, and i no longer know what is the reason for going on anymore... ... ...

i know i am biased when i say this.

but guys seem to think that not saying things/be truthful is ok.
altho it is not lying per se, but the idea is the same: keeping things from someone.

just bcoz u think i dun noe/wont guess doesnt mean it is alright
but since there are already so many things i cant do anything about,
the one solution is to accept.


why bother saying something when u have no intention of sticking with it?
why bother promising something that u know its not possible.
why do u do the things u do?

nobody knows, and i doubt u urself knows.