A confused kid

who doesnt know wat she wants.

part of her wants to let go of everything

part of her wants to make things right again


now her only wish.
is that everything will be back to normal when she opens her eyes again the next morning.

but its like a never ending nightmare, back to haunt her every moment.. .. ..

this is gg to be a rush week.

with a formal presentation coming up, project meeting w an external company, and a report due end of the week.

on top of that there's two daes of work this week as well.

and a myriad of emotions all about.

im so gg to drown.

and this time, no one is there to save me.

maybe i deserve it

maybe its my own doing

maybe, just maybe,

i shl fade away with the shadows...

i dun like to pull people back from what they want to do.

or stand in the way of others.

but why then, am i feeling so down.

things are more often than not, easier said than done..

its been a while.

i would like to take this change to say my thanks (count my blessings) to all the impt ppl in my life whom i've neglected during this period of craziness, as my hall prepared for one of the biggest night ever, aka Hall 16 Dinner & Dance 2008. ok, maybe its not just coz of this event but thousands of other things but aniw, shall move on.

[more on the Dnd later on perhaps. ]

but first,
to my dear.
Thank you for standing by me all these while, throughout the ups and downs, amongst other things. Am truly grateful for with you by side, esp during this period of wilderness everywhere.
Aiishiteru!

to my dnd comm ppl.
thank u all so very very much.
it would not have been possible w/o all of u, and i'm truly grateful for all the effort and time and patience!
Work tears ppl apart (both physically n emotionally), and words cant convey the gratitude for my pea brain sometimes, but i'm glad we all pulled through eventually.
There are some last loose strings to tie up still, after which can really find gold basin lo!

to my bestest pal from Meridian s301, Cheryl.
I'm sorry i couldnt turn up for ur bdae lunch last sun =X
Hope u received my well wishes in friendster!
May u stay pretty, cheerful and happy ever!

to my shooting gang.
we ought to meet up more often, now that we are all in the west! no more excuses about distance anymore! haha.

to my dearest s301 and bball mates.
Hope all of you are doing well everywhere u may be.
JC life was fun everyday despite the mugging days, and i hope life is still heaps of fun everyday for each of u =D

to my pretty girlfriends fr Dunman.
although we only meet up for special occasions, know that u all hold a special place in my heart, and i'd love to catch up with u guys more!
(for now, the easiest way is to update blogs more often so we know how each other is gg on. and for ppl who dun have a blog, start one soon! alternatively u can send weekly email to us to catch up! haha ok i'm slightly crazy and bit high now =p )

to vega peeps whom i've mostly lost contact with,
Hope u guys are doing well wherever you are.
I truly enjoyed those days back then, althoug many may agree with me that it was all part of a show that meridian put up in order to keep us pass the 3 mths haha.

and lastly, to all my pals in hall 16.
you guys make hall life so much more fun!
no matter who you are, each of you add color to this wonderous hall.

to my near-disbanded Dione and Homies,
hope we can all get together for a nice meal altogether some day.

to the new RONINS,
welcome to the big big big family of Hall 16.
hope u guys will have a blast of time here everyday!

to my beloved old friends fr NBS (aka since year 1, 2006),
thank you for all the help academic-, project-wise and even personal advise.
although we are not as close as i hope to, u guys are really jems in my book.
hope all of us graduate with flying colours in 11 months' time!

and lastly to you reading this,
thank you, for staying with me here, listening to my sudden outburst of emotions, as i move on to next phase of life, aka the phase of RETIREMENT and serenity..

Signing off,
the official 退休人士..